Tuesday, September 29, 2015
After doing Subaru Marathon, I felt defeated. I was glad to have finished the race but it was below what I expected to do.
Since then, I haven't quite recovered yet.
Legs still feel tired. I get lazy in runs and finish them but end up walking a significant portion of them. The excitement has all but disappeared too.
Both mind and body were defeated in Subaru. So how do I get up from the bottom and run again?
How do I finish another Marathon, that isn't a few months away, but just in a matter of days?
How do I push myself to keep going till the end?
My goal of 5:40 has gone out the window. Now, it is most likely past the 6 hours. I hope it doesn't become worse than Subaru Marathon but there is a chance that it might be.
Will see how it goes. Wish me luck!