Confused !

For this Sunday's Unilab 21km race, I will be running by myself. Per will join me again for another 21km race on March 21 (Globe Run). For now, she will do the 10km event.

I find myself at a crossroad for that race: Shall I run fast and see how strong I am or take it as an easy long run?

I missed racing but I don't want to injure myself further. I want to run fast (as fast as this running fatboy can) but afraid I will be limping after the race.

The advantage is that I know the route as almost the same from Century Run so I know what to expect.

My goal was just to finish the race and get the medal but now, I want to feel being out of breath again. I want to feel like I gave this race my all. But I don't know if that's the right thing to do.

Grrrr!!! It's just Wednesday so I have a few more days to think it over and over and OVER again.

One thing is for sure, I will be there Sunday 5:20AM at the starting line.

Good luck to all runners especially the ones who will participate in BDM's 102km race.